放弃你, 放弃爱情, 放弃了所有权利, 连自己都知道这不公平

3 of us ( xiao wen & xiao pei & xiao ling in train..heehee ^_^

2009-04-03T10:03:00.000-07:00

heehee can see our face ma???! xp

xiao pei & xiao wen & xiao ling

2009-04-03T09:51:00.000-07:00

this is on 2nd of april 2009 we at vivo city dere take.. =)

2009-04-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

xiao pei & xiao wen & xiao ling...

the outing with xiao pei & xiao wen..

2009-04-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

its has been a long time we have see each other..

to my cutiez shepherd..! =p

2008-11-20T02:48:00.001-08:00

i very thankful to have you as my shepherd !!! love ya ^_^

this is a memorable shepherding to mi..

2008-11-20T02:00:00.000-08:00

it start frm i end sch at 3pm den my way to amk hub to wait fer my shepherd who at simei studying logistic..she is a my best shepherd in all, she have impact mi alots..hahah lets start our day..i take bus 166 frm my sch to amk hub its takes abt 30mins, den i reach dere is abt 330pm i wait fer my shepherd fer abt nhrs le, can stay till have spider wax le.. =P

start frm my shepherding wif my shepherd..den we decide to go yck to play cheap pool, den we take bus over den wen we reach it was raining..den we walk to the place we goin to play pool, but is limited pool table den my shepherd say we shall wait awhile, but i dun wan to waste time wait at there..so i decide to go yishun SAFRA there play pool..we go take m over yishun wen we reach yishun control stat we walk over to interchange, den we go look at the bus board to look fer buses to go over yishun SAFRA there..den i found the bus we should take over, the bus 128m come den we take rush over take..but actually is bus 128 not 128m my shepherd though is the same, so take it, den wen the bus was abt to reach inter bag again, my shepherd say lets get down the bus nw wen is jus 2-3 stop away frm inter..we get down the bus den we look at the bus board to see hw stop are there frm wer we is to yishun SAFRA..

den we decide to walk to yishun SAFRA, while we walking to there we did't noe wic way or wer are we far frm yishun SAFRA..so we jus walk, walk,walk,walk, n keep on walking..until we feel tired le den we decide to take bus go bag to interchange & take bus again..BUT we saw our last time cg member nw is at adult svc..den thanks GOD tat she brings us over the place..den she told us hw to walk to yishun SAFRA, she left le i & my shepherd walk over yishun SAFRA..den we FINALLY get there BUT is onli have 2 table, another place to play pool, have alot of table BUT we was wearing sch uni can't play..den i was thinking WAT DE....! den we find place to sit down first to relax, cool down ourself, there have things to eat so i decide to buy some things to eat cos i was hungry..den after eating we go look is there available pool table fer us to play..den wen we reach there gt 1 table can play BUT need 2 coins. my shepherd wen to change so we FINALLY can play pool le..after playing we saw a game machine we go over to play, need $1 coin to play my shepherd went to change again..we was playing after tat game over le, we did't noe still can play we jus choose all those game hae a look onli..we though of playing the bb game surprisedly can be played..hahahah

after tat we on our way bag to yishun interchange, we decide not to take bus we walk bag den on our journey bag...wen still dun really noe our ways..so we jus follow the bus way BUT still lost den we decide 4get it la lets take bus bag interchange..haix awhile later....we reach yishun inter bag den we sit down awhile waiting bus, it was quite late le, so my shepherd say if the bus to amk is quite late le i think u should take bus frm here to tamp..inthe end we still take bus to amk..

this is all the whole of my shepherding...dun you think is funny, intertesing, cool, unbeleiveable??
thanks fer reading it..u may rite mi some comment abt it.. =)

my feeling of my new group member

2008-04-03T00:29:00.000-07:00

I feel far with my church mate and caregroup member.I don't want to miss any part of the time to get closer to my new group. When I from Youth to Tertiary I feel alots, I feel uneasy, uncomfortable, unfeeling & unlove. I don't know what is LOVE? I have ask myself alot of time but the answer always is ???

I admit that I very miss Youth, but I have overcome it. Is just that i will still miss my shepherd. I will ask myself some question..is she okie with her new group? is she can adapt in it? is she still member me? is she treat me as friend or sis-in-christ? or just a past time in it? I don't have the couage to ask her face to face, I don't know why? But I really treat her as my shepherd,friend and sis-in christ !

Now I talk about my new group member, I know one sis in my group her name is Kerlyn, I have known her when I was just a blur sec1 gal. But at that time I don't know her much, now also not much. In Di I also know one sis her name is Joleen, she is my 2nd shepherd, my frist shepherd is Kerlyn. In total i have 3 shepherd and is so good that we all in tertiary group..heehee =p

on the same day part 2

2008-04-03T00:12:00.000-07:00

Then I was very scared that my mom will know about it, because i hear that they want to call parent, so I very scared and also don't wanted to go hospital. But lastly I still take the ambulance to the hospital. When I reach hospital, I can sense all the people feel about me I start to feel scared and also scared that my friend her name is Kerlyn maybe left already. But when I saw her walking toward me I feel repent and sorry to her, because she has to go back to her camp and because of happening of me she miss service that I feel so sorry to her, she next day morning has to go work and needed to pack her things in camp. At that time was around 9 to 10pm.

I feel repent that I did't take good care of my health correctly, and also repent that make myself miss service. I most of the time will sick, unwell or uncomfortable in myself, that make trouble to my group member, I feel so sad and sorry to them. I don't want to create trouble for them. Everytime I went for every service I will feel ver happily, that I can learn the word of God and also can have fun, fellowshipping.

on 29th of March 2008

2008-04-02T23:46:00.000-07:00

This day I was actually send to hospital, this happen at around afternoon I went for my service. Before I went for service I meet friend together to go over. When I reach MRT, they still not reach yet so I wait for them to come. When they reach we was late for service so we need to rush down.
My friend decided to run there, so I run my full speed until i difficult to breath, I feel very tired and uneasy to breath normally. So my friends decided to carry me to service. When we reach service area my friend take me to a quiet place for me to rest, and they find some nurse and medical people to help me in.

At that moment I was not really clear in sense, then they give me drink and food to eat and also fan me to give me more air. After that I start to get head pain, the feeling was very very pain I don't know what to do my friend also don't know what happen to my head, so they decided to call ambulance to take me to see doctor. At that time I was confused and scared go see doctor or go hospital. Then they comfort me to go hospital check what happen to my head, if not my head will continue have pain in it

to my lovely shepherd

2008-04-02T23:39:00.000-07:00

this is a msg for my shepherd..i really thank her alot she teach mi alot of things tat make mi become more understanding and firm in circumstance..although nw you not my shepherd le..but i will keep all the memory tat spent wif you..tkc shepherd ^_^ jiayou in your lifetime =) all the best sis

YEC3 Rox

2008-04-02T23:33:00.000-07:00

tis is my youth member..although the picture quite long ago but i still keep it.. ^_^

nice to noe you..heehee

2008-04-02T23:27:00.000-07:00

tis is a picture of i wif a new group member her name is abigail..she ver nice de ^_^

my best friend in balestier !

2008-04-02T23:22:00.000-07:00

hahaha..tis is my balestier ite frends all chiou bu..hahaha

2008-04-02T23:11:00.000-07:00

this is my idol..can clearly see who izzit..hahaha